I’m actually sat right here in shock as I sort out this week’s teenage diary. I need to seize maintain of my teenage self and knock ten tonnes of sense into her while screaming “don’t you ever dare apologise for something like that. EVER!” After I look again I can sort of keep in mind the ‘key’ debacle, however nowhere close to as dangerous as after I learn it again now. It’s inexcusable and it makes me actually cross that I a) let it occur and b) was made to by some means really feel responsible about it. I imply what the precise fuck. I’m high-quality by the best way, it hasn’t mentally scarred me or something and fortunately my style in boys/males has improved considerably since then. Be ready to get actually fucking offended about this week’s teenage diary…
Saturday eighth October
BIG BASH BIRMINGHAM NEC. First disappointment was that PJ and Duncan weren’t there. Thoughts you it was made up once we noticed Let Unfastened. Phwoar is the drummer Lee one thing. Better of all although is that we queued up and obtained all their autographs and obtained kisses off the all. Ritchie kisses the very best however Lee is certainly the very best wanting. I discovered from Sheila that yesterday within the mattress once they had been at Timothy’s she was the utterly harmless one whereas Claudia was being touched up by Gary and she or he had her hand down his trousers and was giving him a little bit of a grope round.
Sunday ninth October
Met Sheila’s cousins right now and they’re simply the best. Maxwell is admittedly lush however there’s completely no manner he’d discover me engaging not to mention exit with me. Effectively he nonetheless confirmed us his underpants, from Armani no much less, and I gained’t be forgetting that in a rush I let you know. Percy, Raymond and Timothy referred to as spherical so we obtained Claudia and Denise out. Raymond fancies Sheila a lot and regardless that she likes him she hasn’t stated that she positively fancies him, but when she doesn’t she’s doing a really horrible job of main him on. Percy is lastly treating me as regular once more, it’s nice.
Monday 10th October
Raymond and Percy got here dwelling on our bus. Percy sat subsequent to me and was usually annoying me, however in a candy manner. All of us went spherical Sheila’s and Percy was his regular self, sprawled throughout me. However then they went, however Percy left his keys. He got here again for them, however me and Sheila thought it could be humorous to tease him with them. Anyway we ended up on the bus cease with them, us nonetheless with the keys. However issues began to get actually heavy, as a result of they obtained offended ‘cos we wouldn’t give them again, so that they began groping us. Percy had his had up my high and Raymond tried to get my trousers off. They’re gits.
Tuesday 11th October
I’m so scared to face Raymond and Percy right now. It was dangerous sufficient what they did final evening, it was actually sleazy and made me really feel so soiled, however worst of all is that after I gave them again Percy didn’t decide them up. Les, Archibald and Dilbert discovered them, Effectively they slashed the cap and bent the keys. Sheila informed Percy and she or he stated we’d pay for them, however he simply laughed. What a complete bastard. I’m ignoring him now and doesn’t he realize it. I gained’t even have a look at him. We’ve determined to not pay him any extra as a result of he’s obtained a spare set of keys and he was going to purchase a brand new cap.
Wednesday 12th October
Percy apologised right now in lunch. I’d ignored him that morning, however he came visiting after I was with Claudia and stated sorry. However I do know full nicely he didn’t imply it, it’s simply that Sheila informed him to. What pisses me off probably the most is that he thinks I ought to simply forgive and overlook. Effectively I’m sorry however you simply can’t overlook being groped simply to get a set of keys again. I feel he thinks I fancy him, which I suppose is partly true, however I really feel like he’s making a mockery of me on a regular basis and I don’t prefer it one little bit. Anyway, I feel he fancies Bernadette. Excellent match. Each bitchy gits.
Thursday 13th October
I realised that I’d been a bit snotty when Percy apologised. I suppose he deserved it, however I did deal with him a bit dangerous. After I obtained dwelling from faculty I had a little bit of a guilt journey so I phoned him as much as apologise. He appeared alright about it I assume. I simply defined to him that I felt responsible and that I used to be sorry. I discover it actually onerous to speak to him over the cellphone as a result of he’s so non-committal. He simply waits so that you can say one thing and if I don’t he simply retains quiet so it’s actually awkward.
Friday 14th October
I do know this will likely sound unhappy, however me, Sheila and Sally went to youth membership. We noticed Les, Archibald and Dilbert ready on the bus cease so I plucked up the braveness to ask them about Percy’s hat and I’m actually glad as a result of they gave us £2.50 every to assist pay for it. I assume they’re alright. We went to youth membership with them and so they appear alright. Sheila fancies Archibald and he fancies her. I don’t know the way she will be able to like him personally, he’s so rattling crude. Les was in a little bit of a temper. I don’t know, possibly it’s as a result of we had been giving Archibald all our consideration and never him.
*names have been modified to guard the not so harmless
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