When you possibly can’t reply on boys, there’s at all times Take That to fall again on. This week’s teenage diary is angst ridden and a teensy bit heartbreaking, I simply wanna give my teenage self an enormous cuddle and inform her every part shall be alright. You’re adequate, at all times have been, at all times shall be!
Saturday 17th September
I left Sheila’s about 8.30 this morning and I needed to wake her as much as inform her I used to be going. I can’t consider a number of the issues I mentioned and did final night time, it’s going to be so embarrassing going through everybody at college, particularly Mary who turned up late with Denise. I can’t consider all of them noticed me like that. Percy would be the worst to face. I wouldn’t blame him if he hated me. I’ll must apologise. Thoughts you Raymond received’t be that simple to face both as a result of after I was drunk yesterday, I feel he was too, he mentioned, “Do you want a kiss Rebecca?” and naturally I used to be too pissed to say no. He’d been smoking too.
Sunday 18th September
In the present day was so awkward, however I assume it softened the blow for tomorrow. I phoned Sheila this morning, however she couldn’t come out as a result of her aunt was there. She seemed like she was in a temper with me. Anyway that made me actually depressed, however at about 3pm she known as spherical with Percy, Raymond and Timothy. It was so unhealthy, I couldn’t look anybody within the face. Sheila appeared actually hostile so I requested her whether or not she was in a temper with me and it turned out she thought I used to be in a temper along with her. So every part’s alright along with her now I feel. Going through Percy was the worst, it took me ages to talk to him after which I used to be very quiet and didn’t say quite a bit.
Monday 19th September
I’m so depressed now than I’ve ever been in my complete whole life. The one folks speaking to me correctly are Mary, Wilfred and Timothy. I assume Claudia and Sheila are speaking to me, however I don’t know. I really feel like I ought to apologise to Sheila, however in actuality I can’t see what I’ve finished to her. The one individual I really feel responsible about is Percy, however the factor is I don’t suppose all his associates are speaking to me both. I’m actually anxious about Sheila although. This may occasionally sound actually egocentric but when any of them have been my actual associates they’d wish to perceive how I used to be feeling, however proper now the one one I can belief is myself.
Tuesday 20th September
I’ve been simply as depressed immediately as effectively. I’m simply fully fed up of speaking about it. What bugs me essentially the most is that it’s none of their enterprise. Timothy’s going to have a celebration on Saturday and I’ve been invited, however I’m not going to go, in any case, like I’ve mentioned to Sheila, in the event you requested everybody nobody would significantly need me there. I suppose I’ve been speaking to Sheila extra immediately, however to be fairly trustworthy it looks as if she’d reasonably be hanging round with Claudia and if that’s what she desires I shouldn’t be the one to cease her. Possibly it’ll give me time to focus on my college work, however being within the way of thinking that I’m in for the time being it’s arduous to get something finished. I want I might flip again time.
Wednesday 21st September
It’s ages since I wrote so it’s actually arduous attempting to recollect what occurred. It was most likely one other actually shit day the place I received pestered concerning the celebration, which is now virtually every week in the past, so I want folks would neglect about it as a result of what’s finished is completed. I can’t consider the Take That live performance is that this Friday. The factor is I’ve gone off them fully to let you know the reality. If out of the blue for some cause I couldn’t go to the live performance I don’t suppose I’d be too dissatisfied. It’s simply that now that they’ve had their hair reduce in another way they’re not so good trying. I desire Damon from Blur.
Thursday 22nd September
That celebration that Timothy was having is now being held on Friday so I couldn’t go even when I’d have needed to. I discovered immediately from Sheila that Tommy was spreading rumours about me on the night time of the celebration. So I assume it was him that advised Cuthbert Gilbert. I received’t say something to him simply in case the rumours he was spreading have been true. Percy was going to the celebration and so is Denise. If he will get off along with her I’ll be so gutted and if Petunia even dares contact him I’ll kill myself. I’m not obsessed or something, however I actually thought he favored me. I imply all of the indicators have been there. He even received off with me.
Friday 23rd September
I received’t write concerning the live performance right here, however let’s simply say I am keen on them once more. They’re the perfect and I can depend on them far more than I can any boy I do know. Went into Redditch city centre and I needed to purchase some garments however there was nothing that basically took my eye. So I purchased two actually posh bras, considered one of which value £8.99 nevertheless it’s fully lush. I purchased a black and white checked scrunchie and two chart singles. Delilah who got here with us purchased boots that have been on sale for £9.99 they usually have been effectively good.
*names have been modified to guard the not so harmless
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